I LOVE JESUS!

So, as you know, I was having a really rough week being back at Camfel, doing shows. Yes, I"m frustrated, yes I'm tired. The thing is though, Jesus comforts and loves through all that. Yesterday was really hard for me. I broke down crying because I felt so discouraged and just really wanting to go home. I just wanna move on to something else but then on our ride home, Jesus said, "Jessie, I love you so much and I am with you! I know this seems pointless and that it feels like you aren't doing anything but you are. This whole experience is to grow and mature you so you can impact others. You are being my servant and I am proud of you two. Remember, I love you SO much and I am with you" He had me tell Lindsey that He loves her and that He is with her too! I told her. I love when Jesus speaks to me like that and I know it wasn't me because I wouldn't be able to think that fast. It just came at me. I love Jesus so much, you guys! I cannot explain how amazing our Savior is! I want to desperately to tell people of His amazing love! I want to tell everyone! Over break, I kept thinking about boys and about marriage and when all that is going to happen and honestly, God has me so wrapped up in seeking Him and leaning on Him, I haven't been thinking about it. I have been reading in Philippians and I was reading how the Lord is my strength and how Paul is SO encouraged by the Philippians. His relationship with them is always encouragement back and forth. Its so cool how Jesus works. He knows exactly what we need, when we need it! He can not only sympathize with us but completely know where we come from. He knows I feel alone, frustrated, sad. He can totally relate. I just want to grow more and more in love with Jesus. He is so wonderful because He is a friend, a counselor, a shoulder to cry on, a peace, a love, a God who saves, a teacher, everything we need! He is that person we know 100% we can count on! I love Him so much! So much, and I feel so unworthy to be in this relationship with Him, but yet He died so I could be in a complete relationship with Him, that's how much He wants me, and He wants you! He loves us that much that He went through the worst to be with us...wow