Jesus Time is SOO good....

So this morning, I woke up at 8am, though we don't have to leave until 11am, to have some Jesus time. I have been pretty frustrated and well, who better to go to then God himself, who understands! So this morning, I had some breakfast, read in 1 John. Feeling, like, "Ugh, I just need to get away!" I went outside and sat somewhere where I was completely secluded. I just talked to God out loud, because I have to do that, lol, and told him everything that I'm feeling and asking Him for strength to have a good attitude. The thing is He spoke to me to continue to love and to me I'm always scared of getting walked over, but he told me that Jesus got walked over when he was accused for something He didn't do, but he knew the purpose of why He was going through it. Same with me! IT was SOO cool! God took me to Psalm 35 and its exactly what I'm going through. The same thing David did with fasting, I did! It was SOO cool! Though, I feel like I can do nothing any more about a situation, God told me to constantly look to Him..to speak when I'm spoken to and do that in a non-harsh way. Even if its nodding my head, or a simple, "yes". To continue to focus on him, and pure in the situation. Seriously guys, when we are in situations in our lives that seem way over our heads, when we have done everything we can in our power to do the right thing, remain faithful to God, as HARD as it is, continually follow what He tells us to do..and love! Not that you have to be fake, but to not seek revenge, or be mean, just simply love. What I mean by simply, is show respect. The thing is, even though it may seem God is silent or absent in the situation, he is TOTALLY there working in the situation and we HAVE to believe it! There is a reason for everything and even when it turns our differently than we thought, we have to trust He is doing something and BELIEVE me, I can totally see what He is doing with me, and there may be more that I don't know until later! So be encouraged out there..God works out everything for the good for those who love Him! Amen!