Seriously, just pray and trust....part 1

You guys!! Seriously!! God just totally just is amazing!! OK ok, got calm it down..whew!! So, this is the thing...Like God just totally has been rocking my world! I have been reading alot in the Old Testament and I read in Jeremiah, Joel, and Malachi! Seriously, i love that name..Malachi. Sometimes I wanna say Ma-la-chee!! haha! Its more fun that way. Anyways, Anyways, this might be short because honestly the things I wanna say, I can't say right now until I am given permission but the thing is just when I have been feeling so weak, like I can't go on, like I feel so trapped, Jesus pulled through! Dude, the thing is, I know I hear from my Savior! He speaks to us if you are willing to listen. A couple weeks back, I went to hear this guy speak. His name was Tommy..Tommy..umm..I can't remember his last name but he is the lead vocalist for this Christian Screamo band. I don't listen to Screamo music but dude, seriously this guy was SO on fire for Jesus and he said something along the lines of we all can hear from God. We can! And often we pull the crap, "Oh this is probably me" or "I don't if this is me...but" If it lines up with God's truth, if its not speaking of doing sin, its most likely God. I know for me, like there could be 2 choices, and none of them or bad choices but I'm like..uhh...uhh!! and I'm so afraid of making the bad choice, but when we put God first, when we release our will and ask for His, and we surrender, lay ourselves down, we won't pick the wrong one! He never misleads us! He leads!! We just have to surrender what we want, and focus on what we want! I think I finally understood that aspect ya know? UGH! JESUS IS SO AMAZING! He's so real guys!! His love is SO real! Ok, part 2 of this...I can reveal everything, but right now I can't! but there's a lil word for ya! LOVE YOU AND JESUS LOVES YOU SO FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!